December 5, 2010

The day is almost over, and I've realized that I haven't blogged in a while. I don't really have anything to write about and I don't feel like doing 30 day challenges every day. I love coming home from work and watching Arthur afterwords while eating my dinner (haha). I just had a random thought. If I had one food forever it would be sushi... but Cheese Ensaymada is pretty good too. Another random thought? I'm watching Arthur, the episode is called Sick as a Dog and it really reminds me of Angel :'(. Well, nothing to really talk about now. Nothing but a boring blog. Let's do a survey? I've never done of these in a while. I remember doing one every single day in junior high. Shall we?

What was the last thing you did before bed last night?
Watch Saturday Night Live :)!

Who was the last person that called you?
My work. lol

Is there someone you were close with who isn’t around much anymore?
Yeah. :(

Are you happy with your relationship status?
Nothings wrong with being single. lol

Do you hate the last person you had a thing with?
I've never had a thing with anybody.

how many people have you kissed who’s name starts with an M?
Zero.

Is it hard for you to get over someone?
I don't know.

Without naming names, say something to someone.
"I'm sorry"

What day would you go back in time to?
July 2, 2010 would be nice.

What grosses you out?
Mice :(

What did you do yesterday?
Nothing really. Went to work, got home ate, and slept. Good life isn't it.  xD

When was the last time you said you were fine, but really you weren’t?
Yesterday... almost everything. lol :)

When was the last time you laughed so hard you cried?
I don't really remember. Maybe last week.

What do you pay with if your at the mall?
Money.. usually debit.

How has the week been?
Tiring.. sad. :P

Would you date or hook up with your ex again?
I don't have an ex.

Is there someone you know you should hate, but can’t?
No?

Is there anyone from your past that comes to mind often?
Not really. I'm so boring :(

Have you ever thrown a cell phone because of anger?
No way that's my baby! :'(

How often do you cry?
Not often. O.O

What are you currently listening to?
Gone - Nsync.

in the past 3 months, has anyone seen you in your underwear?
Probably. LOL

What are you wearing?
Pajama's and a robe.

When you say you don’t care, do you mean it?
Yeah, sometimes I don't. Rarely. haha

Is something wrong right now?
Yeah... :(

Are you mad at someone?
No, I don't like keeping grudges.

What’s on your mind?
Nothing really. I'm literally blanked out.

You get a tattoo. where and what?
I don't really like tattoos.

Do you hold back what you’re thinking?
Most of the time.

Were you happy when you woke up?
Content.

What’s one emotion your feeling?
Kind of down.

Will this weekend be a good one?
It's already Sunday.

Do you miss someone right now?
Not really... I don't know.

Have you ever laughed at old pictures of your parents?
Yeah. So cute! haha :3

What color is your birthstone?
Red

Can you smell anything unusual right now?
Nah.

Do you have a fish?
My dad has an aquarium.. but they're not really my fish. I don't like fish.  :3

What’s your favorite perfume?
Anything sweet smelling. :3

What’s the closest object to you that is red?
Jumbo Gums.

Do you like your cookies soft or hard?
Soft... Actually it doesn't matter. As long as it tastes good. :3

Do you prefer long or short hair on guys?
Short... lol

Do you know something that no one else might know?
I guess, if it's about me.

Would you say that you can be mean sometimes?
Yeah, but I don't really do it on purpose unless I'm joking. I usually say just kidding though. :3

Have you ever purposely coughed on someone?
Yeah just last week. Hehehe :)

How long can you hold your breath?
20 seconds. I just tried. :)

Have you ever walked in on people having sex?
Ew no. O.o

You’re watching a scary movie and something taps the window, what do you do?
Scream. LOL

Do you think that two dots on top of a vowel looks cool?
No.

What’s the weirdest way a person can die?
Masturbating with a carrot. Seriously happened. It was on 1000 Ways To Die. Or whatever that show was called.

Have you ever had to perform CPR on someone?
Nope

Do you say “your mom” when someone asks a dumb question?
No, I don't even get how that's funny. What if their mom passed away and you don't even know it. That's a sad burn.

Have you ever drawn on a fogged up mirror with your finger?
All the time. :D

Do you know someone who’s name starts with a Y?
Yupp.

What time do you wake up in the morning?
Around 10.

Can you still see things in total darkness?
No... that's weid. :(

Do you like skittles?
I love skittles!

Have you ever been bitten by a dog?
Yeah, when I had a dog. I use to have a scar, but I can't find it anymore. :(

Do you have a nervous twitch?
I don't know what that means.. but when I'm nervous I start shaking like crazy. :(

Do you bite your nails?
Nah.

Do you think that you’re short?
Wtf? Hell no.

When I think of homework... (oh, and when my sister points out a spelling error) This is my impression...

Still in Love - Brian McKnight / Love this song!

(verse)
I think I must be dreaming
That you are here with me
Must have died and gone to heaven
And it’s all that I hoped it would be

(chorus)
When the eagles forget how to fly
When it’s twenty below in july
And when violets turn red
And roses turn blue
I’ll be still in love with you

(verse)
I live to be around you
You take my breath away
Can’t help but talk about you
Every night and day

(chorus)
When eagles forget how to fly
And it’s twenty below in july
And when violets turn red
And roses turn blue
I’ll be still in love with you

(bridge)
All I need is you
Need you just to hold me, console me
Over and over.......i love you

(chorus)
When the eagles forget how to fly
And it’s twenty below in july
And when violets turn red
And roses turn blue
I’ll be still in love with you
Still in love with you 

Day 01: picture of yourself & 15 facts

 - My favourite subject is English, I love literature and how there is no extent when it comes to creativity. English use to be my worst subject, but ever since the beginning of the 11'th grade I started to enjoy it so much! I was so proud when I saw my mark on the board, turning out I had the highest mark in the class. That never has happened before. Achievement is one of the best feelings in the world!

- I always tend to change my mind when it comes to careers and the future. When I was about seven years old, I dreamt of being a nurse. From eighth to tenth grade I dreamt of being a psychologist. Now that I am in the eleventh grade I want to be an interior designer. I also want to have a degree in English just for the hell of it, but I'm not sure if I will pursue that. I think Interior design will be on my mind for a long time. Though I'm still interested in the human mind and helping others, I don't think getting a PhD is realistic enough for university expectations. Besides, interior design is my hobby. I just hope I'm allowed to follow that dream. My parent's are kind of harsh when it comes to university. They want the best. I just don't want to mess up and do something I hate and regret it. No way in hell am I going to make that mistake. I'd rather be happy on a low income doing something I love, than be rich doing something I dread and hate.

- I don't really listen to a wide variety of songs, though I can listen to about anything as long as it's not screamo. My ultimate favourite genre is RnB.... I still can't figure out the difference with R&B vs. RnB. :(

- I have the most amazing family ever. Sometimes I get annoyed when my parents fight, but what kind of kid doesn't? My sisters are beyond supportive with every thing. They are the greatest inspiration. I know I can never meet their expectations, but looking up to them makes me smile. My parents are hilarious, my dad can make me laugh when he says the most stupid things, and my mom is adorable it makes me want to rip my eye balls off. (LOL)

- My friends are also amazing. I can talk to them about anything and they can always make me smile. I know behind the greating "Hey Asshole" is a "Hello Beauty Queen" (LOL just kidding...). But the girls at lunch are the best. Going home for lunch is a drag. But I got to do what I got to do... watch Mara Clara. :D

- I'm so embarrassed what I use to write on Facebook! I use to cuss on my status when I was thirteen and call people "bitches". When I think of it I just want to scream! It's so immature! And my notes! Thank God I deleted those ages ago!

- I'd rather give for Christmas than receive. Even though I'm the worst at picking out presents I love the feeling of shopping and wrapping it up. I'd rather wrap gifts on Christmas day than opening. Best feeling in the world.

- I don't really become fans of others. Being famous is just a career. Life is too hectic if you're on TMZ everyday. Even though how entertaining that show is, words cannot express how they don't leave poor celebrities alone! If they want to eat at Red Lobster let them be!

- I just found out "A peak into my life" was the wrong kind of peek. :(

- Some people think I'm a snob because I don't say hi first, but truth is, I'm shy. So if you want to talk to me you got to start the conversation first. :(

- I think it's really show-offy is people put "WORK 10-7" on their status... or "Out to the mall - txt cell" Really? Who cares where you are. If you're at work you don't need to announce it to the world. Shouldn't you be at your minimum wage job and doing what you're suppose to do? Also, if you're at the mall why would you want people to text you? You're out having fun, why do you want to be disturbed? :(

- I love Hana Yori Dango. My sisters think it's just a phase... but trust me it's not. Haha :))

- I hate mice!!! Except for Mickey and Mini Mouse.. they're the bomb. :)

- I think underage drinkers are arrogant. If they put "VODKA  ♥" or "BUDDLIGHT♥" on their status, they're just showing off. Chance is, they probably only have one sip of alcohol and they claim themselves as party animals. You  have 18 until you're dead to drink. Don't waste (happy naooo ? ) your life getting high and drinking like your life depends on it.

- I love winter! I love everything about winter! But sometimes I wish it would rain so I could've at least tried out my cool umbrella at least once during spring. :(

My perspective on true beauty.

When I was a kid I was so use to the saying; "Sticks and stones may break my bones but words will never hurt me." Of course I've been through times when people have discriminated me for being... let's just say "larger than life" (literally). But being different shouldn't be a reason for others to discriminate.

Truth is, "sticks and stones may break my bones, but words will always stay". I'm pretty damn tired of being strong. Probably some of you are too. Pretending to act like you're so tough, yet at the end of the day you're still the loser in the game, always last place. What game? The game of life. Life's just a game isn't it? I mean, being born is like pressing play. There are your strongest abilities whether or not it's jumping high or whacking that boomerang hitting your opponent with and feeling it grasp back into your hands. There will always be something you're good at, and something that isn't just meant for you.Whatever that is, that shouldn't discourage you. You can hit somebody all you want, shoot them with a gun unexpectedly, aim a textbook towards their head... but never say something to me that you know will hit the heart. When you hurt others physically the pain will only last a days or even only hours... but when you call someone a name, or say hello to them sarcastically... that sort of pain lasts a life time. Eventually pain will always leads to hate.   There will always be people who try make you cry or make their friend's laugh. Those people are the Bowsers in our lives. They dread to see you loose. Whether or not you win or loose you must act strong.

Remember when I said I'm sick and tired of being strong, well, I am. But as human beings we cannot let others win. It's human nature. We love to win. Probably that's why the Bowsers are such idiots. They will hurt others just to win. As they don't see, they are the true losers. Everyone is beautiful on the outside, but it takes a winner to have true beauty in the inside.